I am not using hypocrisy I do not! DL! Anything from this site... I have my own way of getting my iteams w/o doing such a thing.... I have only recieved support from Rose and Peggy and Sunair... As such I will not turn my back on them... In my time of need Peggy was the only one to support me... Not a free site... And I personally WILL NOT! Use any of Nouk's stuff on my own... AND KNOW ABOUT IT! I know you guys love her and that is great but she's just not.... My style.
I will not turn my back on the people who helped me... As you would not turn your back on someone who helped you when you needed help... As for Roan... I should remove her from my site but she's scary... And quite mean... And L loves using her stuff.... So I kinda just don't touch anything.... I leave it as it was when I opened... And that way it will remain that way... No alterations... So I do not have to worry about affiliates and all that stuff.... The only page I edit is my links page so I can put whatever is wanted on there.... And I do not take all the pictures on my web page... In fact I probebly take the least amount of pictures on my site... Because I think the most I've ever made for an update is 5 iteams... And don't get all mad... I do not! Have a link on my site that says everyone donate to peggy blah blah blah... If people want to DL or pay for her stuff that's not my fault... I didn't make them... But if people want to use her free stuff I encourage it... Again I can't turn my back on the only person to have helped me in my time of need.... She was the only person to stand by me when the girl I used to work for was mean and made sure my site was turned away from as many sites as she could... Only Peggy gave me support... Noone else did.... In fact... Other free sites told me I was undeserving... And that I had talked bad about her... WHEN I SAID NOTHING! She posted nasty things on her site and I got in trouble! SO! TELL ME! How would you feel? Another side note! I am trying to build hair meshes now... To stop the need for the use of other sites hair.... In fact if you will notice I think... (unless I forgot one) All my photo's for the most part all my models are wearing my hair... And I will continue! To make it my goal to be self sufficiant... And not need to use other sites stuff... Weather they are free or pay.... And I refuse to remove pay stuff from my Dl's folder... Because I don't even have all the time to remove the stuff that is uglier then sin from there! AND TRUST ME! I have some of the ugliest Dl's I have ever seen in there.... It's so bad..... x_x' I have stuff not attatched to skins everything... You name it I got it..... x_x' It's a shameful problem.... But I do my best not to use anything from MTS... I have had problems with that site too.... Noone really wants to help you on there.... Everyone I have asked either seems to busy or to mad? I have no idea... So if I can continue and get my hair meshes going! Which I hope I can soon.
I think I figured out a better texture. ^_^ I will try and make a bunch an tell L to only use stuff from the site once I get enough... I have been working on this very hard... I've made alot of hair meshes lately... In fact I'm working on a male one right now... Which I hope works so we don't have to use other male meshes... And then I could make a whole bunch more.
I want to be better then pay sites so you can get pay stuff for free.
And that is my thing... I just can't do it... It would be betrayal and wrong... So I can't... And thank you so much Saraswati for letting them know I really appriciate your help I do! You're one of the nicest people I've ever met.
And so understanding ^_^. And sorry I went absent I've been trying to figure out how to add layers correctly... But I think Tetuo has helped me.
So again enough from me... Thanks again Saraswati I will empty my inbox... I tried to leave the stuff in it for Markus but I'll delate it now.
And I have to appologize about how angree I probebly sounded... But it's like still a sore spot how poorly I was treated after I split off from that other site... So... It's like old an awful memories? And then I get all upset I'm like ready to cry... People were really mean to me.... It's like a yr since then and I'm still recovering the damage that has been done... Including the theft... I'm seriously mad about how she stole stuff from our site and put it on hers... THEN!! I said please take it down it belongs to my staff and she refused... I mean the stuff was free! It's not like it was donation or anything! I have nothing donation! You can get it all at my site for free... Anyways she basically told me to shove it... And said she needed to talk to L so L wrote her asking her to remove the iteams and the site mistress said... Okay I'll remove it since yo u"begged me" but I wouln't remove it untill my next update... And then she didn't update for over a month.... x_x' Can you tell I'm still a little upset?
As a side note I would not be surprized if she has read this... She's like that....... And I just realized another guilty secreat... Another reason I can not completely get rid of my DL's folder is... I have some stuff from like the begining of Siming... And it's stuff from a long time ago like MTS or something... That has been removed and not reuploaded.... And it's mostly male clothing.... (this is me being sain again sorry I'm still pretty tweaked about past problems.
) And you know male clothing finding good stuff... It's well it's not crazy rare but they are a difficult find... Like said earlier here I can't remember the exact post but something like "I wish people would lable their Dl's so I can give proper credit" and all that good stuff... And that stuff if wounderful free stuff I would be loosing... My DL's folder is a mess it's like over 5GB and that's just my DL's folder.... Okay but enough so please... Leave me alone for that stuff... Because it brings up really bad memories... And kinda sets me off and makes me really sad... I lost alot of friends because of this... And I don't like reliving it...
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