I often get insulting Posts from usern because I speak so badly english.
This is really stupid and unfair, since most of the people who insult you probably do not speak German.
If you want to send me your words before you post your creations on MTS2, I can change them into better English for you. I don't speak enough deutsch to do this directly from the German, but if you send me what the translator gives you, I can polish it up and make it sound better.
I don't think that you should have to do this, but if I were posting in a German forum, I'd want someone to help me!
I'm very sorry to hear about what happened to you and Smithy and Beck and all the others. My only contacts with Katy were positive ones, but the site felt phony to me, and I only went there for downloads, not for talking. I don't know what it's like now, but when I joined (a month after SMB opened), if someone rated any creation lower than 5 stars, the rater's reputation was lowered. I've given lots of praise on SMB, MTS2, Insim, and elsewhere, and I love to tell creators how much I like their work. But to have that be *forced* felt totally wrong to me. I'm not surprised that everything on SMB wasn't as sweet as it seemed, but I am astonished to hear that the owners of the site were THAT mentally ill.
I hope you recover from your bad experiences.
If you'd like to talk with me about my offer to translate, you can send me a PM.
Good luck.