Your 'apology' seemed to be just another way of criticising the way things are on this forum...
I've been to lots of different forums over the years, covering a wide variety of topics. Some I've liked, and hung around at, some I've lurked at, some I thought were just plain shithouse, and never went back to again.
But, at all the shit ones, I didn't feel the need to inform the regulars that I didn't like their forum, or try and persuade them to run things in a way that was more to my liking. I didn't point out what their forum lacked, or start insulting the way the moderators, um, moderated. I just left them to it.
See how that works, Lizard? Okay, so you don't like the tone of the posts, or the gossip, or the free booty, whatever. So, just don't come here anymore.