Don't say that out loud.........I'm trying to maintain a certain "profile" here,lol.............guess this why a good galpal of mine in Florida made me her "Cabin Boy" on her POTC myspace widget,lol......

It was an indirect point to being called a moron, ass earlier.......for example........."Better, huh, Bionix? You're an ass now, shit what were you before?"

No prob.......I'll keep that in mind when I'm reading here,so......y'know what that means........oh, I mentioned giving her "special" tea.........someone else mentioned smothering her with a pillow.......but I digress..........

Well, you're  a survivor then in my book.....it happens.....2 other things that break my heart about my mom.......

History repeated itself when she passed.......my g'parents on her side passed before me and my lil sis came along, so older sis knew them.......so, my mom passes, and whose child got to know her g'ma....my older sis's daughter, so any kids me and lil sis have, won't know their kickass G'ma Punky

Second.......I'm 34........it's gonna be atleast 50 years before I see my mom again, in Paradise.........

BOT, my wife like's ChazDesigns later celebs.......she thinks his first several suck ass........

Yes, shit happens....but it's the shit that I've gone thru that has made me this way, I was just giving a lil insight, is all

I'd go thru all that torment and pain again, because it has made me a stronger, better man (alia, kierra, etc, you may laugh at that one)....Oh, hows my new siggy? As far as I know......it's mine........it's played off of another dyslexic Confuscious line..........

Hey....I'm just asking questions, is all.........so why be pissy........point is, it's not being a moron...........it's telling it as I see it......no punches pulled, etc........due to my life so far......you try going thru what I've been thru, and see if you turn out all sunny and cheery...........I didn't, but at the same time, I'm optimistic of my life..........25 surgeries by age 30, 3 more to go, several suicide attempts in teens, 2 car wrecks, 3 motorcycle wrecks, yet I'm still here by fucking god! And I can feel for Paden's recent loss somewhat, as I lost my 63 year old mom last summer to cancer, and I missed her by 12 fucking hours since I had to fly down to try and say goodbye to her...........that was the hardest emotional bout I've been thru.........and I'll carry the torment of missing her in her last days to my grave.........now does that sound like a moron to you, or someone who's been thru alot and  has become cynical.........in my book, it's the latter.........

Well, BTG, I respect you, yes, but to me, the leaders here are Gwen and Pescado. This forum is Pescado's baby, right, and blue's as well?

And no offense, with cuss words being slung here left and right, why is it offensive? It's been my sig at Insimadult much longer, no complaints.

I could ask several people here to go look in the mirror and they'll see as well.......there's been other "ass" moments here, by other regulars, but I'm not bitching.....just see the world in black and white......what's good for the goose is good for the gander

Troll? Where.........lemme at 'em..........

Oh, btw, I knew who you were talking about.m'k?

If Gwen, and Pescado want my sig removed, so be it....but not before then.....

Dumbass....hmm...takes one to know one, right?

Now why would you say that about alia?

 :lol:

Jan is so loony.....

Even Charles Manson sez "Damn, woman! Keep her ass away from me!"

I say we move this whole thread to ARR? so she'd have to register to read it,lol. Either that, or let's just lock this thread and forget the drama-loon.


Arr......just saw I made the loon's top list..........Be careful, all you payfile lovers.....I'll steal your soul and first-borns too..........


Ohh........I'm quaking in my boots, Janlotte.........actually, you just named us so perhaps people who get tired of your shit will seek out your most wanted.......

I never said I was classy..............an asshole, yep. Now, about Jan..........I don't think she's unhinged..........she's a drama-whore......that's it.....she's one of those "I'm taking my toys home" types...

I dunno.........I still have her phone number written down from where someone posted it not long ago here.....I could call her up........say the government sez to stay off the internet...........

*kicks back and pops open some vodka, while watching Jan fade into the sunset, albeit while frothing at the mouth, talking to her imaginary husband, while being chased by the Bellview Hospital Squad*


Adios, Senorita Crazyfuck......ya'll personalities don't come back now, ya hear?